what comes with forgiveness

-it was too much for me to handle anymore. i just cant take it. i was close to my breaking point until everytime i try to speak to her, pain in my chest interrupts me-

-i started to tear up, trying not to, somehow i am without feeling like it, guess i was really sorry then-

- the only thing i had on mind was the wolves that we were attacked by before, just the memory alone was making the whole process worse. i felt myself trembling in between my words.

-i remembered the wolf part too, remembering almost killing myself to to save Ghost-

- there was only one trick left up my sleeve, and was to mimic a wolf's paw to remind her that I've could have killed her in the beginning if I hadn't stopped fighting from bleeding on my palm-