the cold rage

-i kept repeating to myself "die" as i was angry, i cried in fear and guilt, along with the anger that filled my thoughts, viruses clouding me like never before, i felt like it was my end-

- ive decided that its been enough now.. i finally returned to my normal self again. i thought it be forever since that ill be normal again, but here i am now-

- i was still angry at him, most likely now im almost dead due to a harmful virus trying to take over me-

- i tried to help her out for once, i dried her tears as i held my hand on her shoulder, still bleeding. I knew Timmy and Teddy will soon figure out that somethings not ok with her-

-my eyesight was healing, it felt odd, i was feeling better, though the bite on my arm still hurt as usuall-