how to not care?

even though i have a good friend right now.. I'm still remember the time where i am a black sheep and no one likes me.. i am weird.. but even i thought there is someone worse than me.. it hurts more that i think of i comparing to others "i'm a bad person"

as long as they are just pulling your leg like a brother would don't think much of it .. (of course if they are the ones telling you that you are a bad person they are being abusive) most people remember insults all their lives.. unfortunately it's normal

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and I mean people in general.. this is beyond politics, gender, status or wealth.. when you are young you try to make friends with everyone after a while you realise that some people just not worth the effort or time

i just to take out my stressfulness then... although as this time will be a whole lot of life changing pressure so... i hope i will pass that-author